It is at this point I admit that I honestly did everything I could to make things work with my former second. Now I admit, I had something to do with the break up. I was blinded by NRE with a new partner, and all of his faults were amplified. Being possessive, being jealous, all of that served to push me away. But if I hadn't started another relationship, would he have been as jealous? Would he have been as possessive? Did I push him away?
I know, without a doubt, that the relationship is over. It has been a long month realizing this, and at the same time, getting closer to another. I am not replacing D with A, I realize this now. I have always loved people individually. Now it is a matter of moving on. And A, I am sorry that I spent so much time obsessing over it while with you. <3
